Hey… It’s Kay. Never seen this side of me? Well… You’re about to. Fuck. Leave me alone. You are pushing my buttons… Making me scream. I’m tired of everyone’s shit. That’s it. I’m overwhelmed. Is this a dream? Is this a dream…? I feel like this is where everyone wants me to be. I can’t even feel my body. Darkness all around me. Welcome to my dark side. Dark side… Don’t disrespect me. I don’t need any fucking body. I’ve spent too much time trying to understand everybody else… Trying to be careful. Trying not to hurt feelings. Trying to explain myself so nobody takes me the wrong way. And somehow… I’m still the one sitting here feeling like this. Then one of my friends told me… “Fuck them all.” I was like… “What?” He said… “Fuck them all. Fuck every one of them.” And apparently… It’s working out pretty well for him. So… Here I am. Trying that now too. Fuck them all… Maybe I don’t need to keep explaining myself. Maybe everybody doesn’t need access to me. Maybe you can misunderstand me. Maybe you can be mad. Maybe… I can just let you. Because right now? I’m tired. And this side of me… She’s tired too. So if you came looking for the version of Kay who makes everything okay… She’s not here tonight. You got Ghost Girl. Ghost Girl… Love always, Ghost Girl. 👻
