lost

Late night thoughts in a faded room, City lights flicker like they talk to me too, Heart been heavy but I’m still in motion, Drowning in dreams like I lost the ocean. Had a lot of days where I felt out of place, Smiling in the crowd but pain on my face, Trust gets shaky when you give too much, Now I watch close, I don’t fall in love too rushed. I been down roads where the silence screams, Chasing peace but I’m caught in between, Real ones hard to find in a world so fake, Every bond got a risk that you gotta take. I learned that love ain’t always what it seems, Sometimes it breaks more than it redeems, Still I hope for a spark in the dark somewhere, Something real in a world that don’t care. I been running through fire just to feel alive, Every scar on my soul still learning to survive, If I fall I rise I don’t stay down long, Turn the pain to a beat turn the pain to a song. Yeah I’m lost but I’m finding my way, Through the night into a brighter day, No matter the weight I still hold on tight, I was born in the dark but I shine in the light. Trust issues built like a wall of steel, Hard to tell what’s fake and what is real, Every smile got a hidden cost, Every gain came after something lost. But I keep moving I don’t stop the grind, Trying to heal what’s deep in my mind, Sometimes love hits then it fades away, Like smoke in the wind on a colder day. I seen friendships break over pride and greed, People change when they get what they need, But I still believe there’s good in the fight, Even when everything don’t feel right. I got scars but they made me strong, Every wrong move taught me right from wrong, Now I stand where the broken rebuild, With a heart that’s hurt but a soul that’s skilled. I been running through fire just to feel alive, Every scar on my soul still learning to survive, If I fall I rise I don’t stay down long, Turn the pain to a beat turn the pain to a song. Yeah I’m lost but I’m finding my way, Through the night into a brighter day, No matter the weight I still hold on tight, I was born in the dark but I shine in the light. Now I see clearer than I did before, Not every open hand means open door, I protect my peace like it’s gold in my chest, Learned the hard way what it means to rest. Still I love deep still I feel too much, But I’m learning balance in the things I touch, Ain’t about losing love it’s knowing your worth, Not every connection is meant for this earth. So I move with purpose step by step, Even when I’m drained and I’ve got nothing left, Turn setbacks into fuel for the flame, Every failure just part of the game. And I know one day it’ll all make sense, All these lessons won’t feel so intense, Till then I write what I live each night, Turn my struggle into something that shines. So if you hear this know I’m still here, Fighting my doubts pushing through fear, Ain’t perfect nah but I’m real with mine, Every dark night leads to a sign. And I’ll keep going no matter the cost, Every piece of me I thought I lost, Turns into strength when I look ahead, I’m alive in the rhythm of everything said.