Pain is a portal No one warns you first You stay too many rounds Love him past your worth Even when you swear you’re done Even when you run The lesson wears his name And it texts you just for fun And I Answered Every time ⸻ Pre-Chorus Karmic feels like home Until it burns it down ⸻ Chorus I didn’t fall I drowned Let his chaos pull me under ground Thought it was written in the stars It was just my broken parts Calling intensity love Calling obsession fate If it makes your chest cave in That’s not God That’s a pattern wearing his face ⸻ Verse 2 His house smelled like midnight His bed felt like sin My head fit under his chin Like I was meant to live there He asked if I was a witch Not laughing Like my body had him bound Like the way he couldn’t stay away Had to be something supernatural But this kind of fire Doesn’t need a spell It just finds two wounded people And calls it hell ⸻ Pre-Chorus We both knew it was dangerous We both loved that part ⸻ Chorus I didn’t fall I drowned Let his chaos pull me under ground Thought it was written in the stars It was just my broken parts Calling intensity love Calling obsession fate If it steals your sanity That’s not karma That’s self-betrayal dressed as fate ⸻ Bridge (almost whispered) When the coyotes cry at night Does he feel it in his spine Or am I just the ghost Of a pattern in his mind ⸻ Final Chorus (bigger, almost defiant) I didn’t fall I drowned But I’m the one who’s climbing out And if he ever texts again I won’t answer like I did then Intensity isn’t love And danger isn’t divine That wasn’t destiny That was karma And I broke the line