Disgize

[intro build up ds2] Everyone wears a mask, And hides who they really are, You dont know if you’re speaking to god or the devil, There are lies behind every smile, The ones closest are the ones you are most blinded to, Because when you think you really know someone, They always find a way to surprise you, [chorus dark brooding] Deeeeeemon voicessss, Myyyyy baaaaaaad choicesss, Feeeeeed my vicessssss Humann sacrificessss Ahh ahhhh Oooooo ooooo Aahh ahhhh Ooooooo ooooo [verse] I was trying to be normal but the face kept breaking down, I was lying to myself hiding who i really am and when i saw the truth i saw that i was just lying to you all, The fakes smiles and lack of connection was me trying to hide my motherfucking depression, I can have a good time but i didnt know how to deal with the insecurities of my existence, I was quite i was shy i would my lunch in the bathroom and hide, I wanted friends but i didnt know i felt like a fucking zombie locked in the house, Barely even friends with myself, But i knew, I knew something greater was inside me, but my father killed himself and some other shit happened and i lost my sense of self and didnt know how to connect, I really tried and i felt so emotional but really i was blind to the world right in front of me, I was living in my head, not experiencing the moment, twisting up my thoughts until everything was broken, I blamed you all when really it was me who was fucked inside, I was looking for a way out but i didnt want to fucking die, So i just grinding through the pain and kept my sights in the fucking sky, I dont got a failure gene in my body, The world wants to take me out ima grab my shotty and i fire right back, You tried to put me down but i came right back, Im going to the top and taking all of yall with me, Cause woke up one day and saw the world was not really against me, I just needed to chill the fuck out and let happiness find me, Now i can see the truth and am no longer blinded, All those bad thoughts are gone with the timing, And everything so peaceful i am one with my mind… [chorus happy] [chorus godly beat drop heavenly] when the days go by, (go by) i sit up at night thinking bout the, times I apologized I, (apologized) got too fucked up when im drinking and i, know its a long time coming, (long time coming) the way i been runnin like im hiding from something, and i dont know what about you gets to me, but i been waiting for a moment we can wake up and see, we are more, we are more than we were meant to be (meant to beeee) [verse 1] You left me I was down and out I've been singing let the trama out (out) Yea, deception , Wake up in the morning I just know it's a blessing ! Yea Human sacrifices got you looking over your shoulder, Summer time is warm but this world is getting colder ! Suicidal thoughts (Woah ) Ive been in my feelings never scared to drop a thot , (drop a thot, Yea) You playing in my faces exceeds devaluing emotions, When we bout to fuck i never look to pick up Trojans , Your pussy on my mind i need it raw I love the feeling, (feeling) Pick you up and push you down baby let me clap sum, Sapiosexual I need you running so I can grab something, (Pshhhhh chick chick boom) That's the sound of the whip start I changed so many times I seen the devil looked him in the eyes, We pray for opportunities, we pray for more life, I've been sitting on my ass for too long I am finally spiked, I made so much money in month I couldn't talk, (walk) you seen me at my lowest you didn't even drop a drop Now focused on my life, Baby, you can leave, yes I am focused on my life , baby, i am all i really need, Yea [chorus] when the days go by, i sit up at night thinking bout the, times I apologized, got too fucked up when im drinking and i, know its a long time coming, the way i been runnin like im hiding from something, and i dont know what about you gets to me, but i been waiting for a moment we can wake up and see, we are more, we are more than we were meant to be (meant to beeee) [verse 2] (Pshhhhh chick chick boom) That's the sound of the whip start I changed so many times I seen the devil looked him in the eyes, We pray for opportunities, we pray for more life, I've been sitting on my ass for too long I am finally spiked, I made so much money in month I couldn't talk, (walk) you seen me at my lowest you didn't even drop a drop Now focused on my life, Baby, you can leave, yes I am focused on my life , baby, i am all i really need, Yea [chorus godly beat drop heavenly] when the days go by, (go by) i sit up at night thinking bout the, times I apologized I, (apologized) got too fucked up when im drinking and i, know its a long time coming, (long time coming) the way i been runnin like im hiding from something, and i dont know what about you gets to me, but i been waiting for a moment we can wake up and see, we are more, we are more than we were meant to be (meant to beeee)