If this is sin… then I carry it. If this is faith… I survived it. I didn’t win, I didn’t quit – I stayed here long enough to live with it. If I fall, I fall my way. If I fall, I fall my way. You didn't win, you didn't quit, neither did you give a shit— HOW MUCH CAN A MAN HOLD BEFORE HE CHOKES ON WHAT HE KNOWS?? Strange I can come here, lingering sense of familiarity, remnants of a strong and worthy rarity, yet feel frustrations of chaos never finding clarity— but that's yours, not mine. If this is sin… then I carry it. I didn’t win, I didn’t quit – I stayed here long enough to live with it. HOW MUCH CAN A MIND TAKE BEFORE IT SLIPS AND WALKS AWAY… WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME? TIME CHANGES, PEOPLE CHANGE, AND YOU STILL DO THE SAME, CALL IT DIFFERENT NAME— DON'T RUN AWAY BUT NEVER STAY… TELL ME WHY YOU ARE AVOIDING ME AND THEN I’LL GO AWAY. You don’t get to exist in peace until I agree to cease. What happened to your voice, what changed, and no longer could you explain that you made a choice— you didn’t need a friend, you just needed an end. If this is faith… I survived it. If I fall, I fall my way. SO COLD, SO BUSY, SO LIKE THE BOY YOU KNOW— THE MAN NEVER LET GO. I didn't change, so it either changed you or you changed NOTHING, deciding that I should be treated as nothing. NOTHING REMAINS, LEFT ALONE WITH WHAT REMAINS— NOTHING. STAYS. NOTHING REMAINS. NOTHING CHANGED. WHAT DID YOU NOTICE? WHEN YOU DON'T CHANGE IT ENDS THE SAME. WHAT'S THE POINT? CALL IT PRESSURE, WHATEVER YOU WANT. HOW MUCH CAN A MAN HOLD BEFORE HE CHOKES ON WHAT HE KNOWS? HOW LONG CAN THE MIND STAY BEFORE IT SLIPS AND WALKS AWAY? WEAK EXCUSE, WEAK EXCUSE, WEAK EXCUSE. WHAT DOES THE SOUL HOLD BEFORE IT TRADES HOPE FOR ANGER? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN— AM I IN DANGER? I brought hope, not insult, not menace, something offered to hold onto and you chose to throw it away. Maybe your thoughts are intended for another, or the only connection to you is lover, so anyone else is just a bother. WHERE’S YOUR VOICE? SPEAK OF YOUR CHOICE— DID I MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE? If this is sin… then I carry it. If this is faith… I survived it. WHAT DID YOU KEEP THAT QUIETS YOUR MIND AT NIGHT? WHAT SATISFIES YOUR PLEASURE IF YOU KNOW IT AIN’T RIGHT? YOU CAN’T CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE, THAT’S TRUE, BUT YOU CAN CHANGE WHAT YOU KEEP CLOSE TO YOU. INSTEAD OF A LIST OF ALL THAT YOU RUN THROUGH, KEEP CLOSE IN MIND WHAT VIOLENCE HAS DONE TO YOU. YOU CAN’T CONTINUE TO RUN FROM WHAT YOU NEED TO DO AND DISPOSE OF ANY PEOPLE THAT MAKE THAT TRUE. YOU HOLD TO ANGER ’CAUSE IT’S WHAT YOU KNOW, RESORT TO VIOLENCE ’CAUSE IT’S SEEN YOU THROUGH, DISREGARD CARING HEARTS THAT CARE FOR YOU ’CAUSE YOU DON’T SEE THEM IN YOUR VIEW. If I fall, I fall my way. I didn’t win, I didn’t quit – I stayed here long enough to live with it. BUT IF YOU GOT TO THE BOTTOM OF WHAT ANGERS YOU— UNLESS YOU JUST LIKE HOW YOU DO— YOU’D STOP THROWING AWAY INSTEAD OF FOLLOWING THROUGH. TELL YOURSELF REASONS WHY YOU RUIN WHAT MIGHT BE GOOD FOR YOU. YOU FEEL WEAK? SHOW SOME BALLS AND FUCKING SPEAK. DID I OFFEND, CAUSE SHAME? BE MAN ENOUGH TO GIVE IT A NAME. WHAT PROVIDES YOU COMFORT WHILE BEING UNKIND? EXPLAIN THE REASONING THAT I CAN’T FIND. For once in your life, DON’T NEVER MIND— MIND THE MATTER. JUSTICE— IT IS JUST US— NOW GIVE ME MINE. Then you can walk away, or hide, or whatever it is that you do. If this is sin… then I carry it. If this is faith… I survived it. I didn’t win, I didn’t quit – I stayed here long enough to live with it. If I fall, I fall my way. Music is love <3
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