Um are you coming cuz I’ve been waiting staying in the same spot you should have thought about sitting next to me I’m about to leave you wouldn’t believe what I did while you smoke a cig and wonder where I am I’ve been winning and then lost again fucking gambling why why time to back track I can’t relax I’m spent I remember the letter that she sent and since then it’s been downhill I don’t feel anymore [chorus] I go to score before the store my priorities aren’t for her everything feels covert I’m more and more hurt when’s it gonna end I’ve went from a life of posh shit to moms crib I’m exhausted everything I own just toss it [verse] all these problems I can’t solve them when I go all in my demons are calling I should be balling instead of brawling I’m so sick of this way of living I’m miss my ex why’d I go U-Haul dreams she was so sexy but she’d love to test me hopefully I feel better next week After I let this hooker undress me is it Leslie wow you look like Gwen Stefanie okay ready set get on me more bad habits more lab rat shit watch just wait till the crack hits man you got kids who taught you to act like this so childish hold your tongue and say I was born on a pirate ship so many secrets I’ll die with them so many things trying to get her attention left with so many questions why me so much static in society I’m fighting sleep cuz I’d rather have her next to me with sharpened teeth cuz even her as a blood sucker would make me wanna fuck her tuck her in at night I know what's right and I was far from that a stubborn cat that would ignore her ass [hook] look at me now what the fuck wondering how I know it's not just luck it takes work or I just suck she's not coming back why'd I do that [end]
