Drowning in Sin

Screwing up my head It’s amazing I can't escape Lost in her shadow Like a ghost with no shape Every word she says A riddle I can’t crack Chasing her echo But it never answers back Does she want me Does she care Or am I shouting into thin air I’m missing her voice It’s pulling me in A hollow so loud It drowns my skin Does she want me Does she know Or am I just her afterglow No clear direction I’m a compass gone astray Her silence a map that leads me the wrong way Every glance she throws It’s a spark then it’s gone I’m burning for answers But I can’t hold on Falling through her cracks I’m a thread unraveling She’s the gravity The weight The sting If I let go Will I find my ground Or will I spiral till I’m nowhere bound Is it the same Does she feel what I feel She leaves me guessing and it’s driving me crazy Does she need me Am I something real Or was I a game to pass the time Does she want me Does she know Or am I just her afterglow I need to know Does she want me should I stay and fight Or was this just my gaslight Falling through her cracks I’m a thread unraveling She’s the gravity The weight The sting If I let go Will I find my ground Or will I spiral till I’m nowhere bound Does she want me Does she care Or am I shouting into thin air