[NDC] Two sides of me

Nordic Discord Challenge Genre: Bossa Nova Theme: Two I smile in the mirror Put my lipstick on Tell myself tonight I’ll be strong But every song on the radio Sounds like what we used to know I walk like I’m fine Talk like I don’t care Laugh a little louder when you’re not there But when the lights go low and I’m alone That’s when the truth comes home There’s a girl who’s fearless in the daylight And a girl who cries when it’s midnight ’Cause there’s two sides of me One that lets you go One that still believes you’re knocking on my door I dance like I’m free, but inside I’m weak Yeah, there’s two sides of me And they both want you differently I post like I’m living my best life Filters on and everything’s alright But you still live in the back of my head In every word I never said My friends say “girl, you’re better now” But they don’t hear my 3am sound Of breaking down in a quiet room While pretending I don’t miss you There’s a heart that’s healing in the sunlight And a heart that hurts when it’s midnight ’Cause there’s two sides of me One that’s moving on One that secretly still writes you songs I smile in the street, but inside I bleed Yeah, there’s two sides of me And they don’t agree If I could choose just one to stay I’d pick the brave, I’d pick okay But love don’t listen when I lie It shows up every time I try Yeah, there’s two sides of me One that’s finally strong One that still can’t sleep with the TV on I act like I’m free But you still see there’s two sides of me And they’re both in love with who I used to be