I'm not gonna die alone

I'm not gonna die alone I'm gonna get murdered And when you read it on the phone You'll say I deserved it Because the only way to make sure someone murders me full And doesn't leave me bleeding out and on my own Is if they absolutely need to see me die They'll sit and watch the light go out of my eyes I know they're gonna hold me oh so tight Because they absolutely hated How I lived my life And I won't die alone I'm gonna get murdered