Every morning, I hate myself a little more Yesterday’s shadow waiting by the door I learned to smile when I don’t feel a thing There’s nothing left beneath my skin Counting every sleepless night Waiting for another useless sunrise Every time I say I’m okay Something inside me fades away It’s alright It’s alright I keep saying it again But the voice inside my head Never fucking ends I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna be here anymore) Let everything disappear (Let the whole world fade into nothing) I don’t need anything (I’ve got nothing left inside of me) Let this whole world disappear (Take me somewhere I can disappear) I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna feel this anymore) I don’t wanna see a thing (Close my eyes and let it all fade out) Before I break again (Before I lose myself again) Let me fade away (Let me fade, let me fade away) I don’t even envy happy faces anymore I watch them disappear behind the door Where did the kid who dreamed of something go? I don’t even recognize him anymore All I have are regrets and words I never said Every road I take keeps leading to this bed I don’t have a place that I wanna return to Still I’m looking for somewhere I can go It’s alright It’s alright How many times can I say When there’s nothing left inside To make the pain go away? I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna be here anymore) Let everything disappear (Let the whole world fade into nothing) I don’t need anything (I’ve got nothing left inside of me) Let this whole world disappear (Take me somewhere I can disappear) I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna feel this anymore) I don’t wanna see a thing (Close my eyes and let it all fade out) Before I break again (Before I lose myself again) Let me fade away (Let me fade, let me fade away) I don’t know when I lost myself I don’t know where I went wrong Every night I disappear A little more before the dawn But somewhere underneath the noise A broken voice is calling out I don’t know if I can save myself But I don’t wanna disappear now I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna be here anymore) Let everything disappear (Let the whole world fade into nothing) I don’t need anything (I’ve got nothing left inside of me) Let this whole world disappear (Take me somewhere I can disappear) I wanna disappear (I don’t wanna feel this anymore) But I’m still breathing somehow (I’m still here, I’m still here) Before I break again (Before I lose myself again) Let me fade away (Let me fade, let me fade away)
