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Fucked Me Up (More Than You Ever Touched Me)

(Verse 1) I gave you love on a platter and you didn’t give a single fuck, Said you “weren’t good with feelings”—nah, you just never showed up. You had a thousand bullshit reasons why you couldn’t pull me close, Didn’t wanna touch me, didn’t wanna try, you were a ghost. And every time you finally touched me, it was only for you, Like my body was just background for the shit you wanted to do. I laid there starving for affection while you barely even cared, And every tear I cried for you? You weren’t fucking there. (Pre-Chorus) I begged for answers like a fool, trying to read your empty mind, But you gave me silence, cold as ice—left me bleeding every time. (Chorus) You fucked me up more than you ever touched me, Left me hollow, left me lonely, left me questioning my body. Made excuses like religion, worshipped everything but me, I broke myself in pieces just to keep your apathy. You blamed me for my own damn pain, never once said you were wrong— Fuck, I loved you like a lifeline but you never came along. (Verse 2) You said you had no money just to buy some fucking flowers, But magically had time and cash for all your own desires. You swore you were too tired, too stressed, too broke, too drained— But babe, you weren’t too tired to do shit that kept you entertained. I asked you how you felt, I pulled the words out tooth by tooth, But all you gave were half-ass lies dressed up as twisted truth. You made me feel unlovable, like I wasn’t worth the fight, And I slept next to a stranger who made my heart feel fucking tight. (Pre-Chorus) And every time I asked for love, you shut me down again, I was drowning in the silence of a man who never let me in. (Chorus) You fucked me up more than you ever touched me, Left me begging for a crumb of something you refused to be. You left scars on my soul you’ll never fucking see, I poured myself into a void that only echoed back at me. You broke me while pretending it was somehow all my fault— God, I loved you like a promise but you loved me like a halt. (Bridge) Maybe at the start you wanted me—fuck, I wanted to believe, But somewhere you turned ice cold and I couldn’t even breathe. I shrunk myself to fit inside the space you gave me—so damn small, You chipped away my confidence until I barely stood at all. And the day I fucking snapped was the day I finally learned— A man who never touched your heart is a man you let burn. (Final Chorus) You fucked me up more than you ever touched me, Left me cracked, left me twisted, left me doubting everything. But I’m crawling from the wreckage of the lies you made me sing, The girl you tried to break is growing back her fucking wings. I’ll always love the ghost of you, the fantasy I dreamed— But you were never really mine… Just a stranger who tore me at the seams.