I WANT

I want… Yeah… I want… Tell me… How you want it? I’m schizopathic… Psychophrenic… Tell me how you… Wanna plan it. Tell me how you… Wanna brand it. Tell me why you… Can’t understand it. Hand it. Stand it. Face it. Name it. Everybody talking… Ain’t nobody changing. I want… I want… I want… I want… To breathe. Truth to the earnest. Pure like a virgin. Talking to a person… Meeting another version. Kill another mind… One of a kind. Trying to own life… Instead of living mine. I wanna be light. I wanna have sight. I wanna be wrong… If it helps me get it right. I want… I want… I want… I want… Till wanting… Becomes… The disease. Tell me… What do you chase… When nobody’s watching? Tell me… Who are you… When the applause stops? I’m schizopathic… Psychophrenic… Tell me how you… Wanna plan it. Tell me how you… Wanna brand it. Tell me why you… Can’t understand it. I want… I want… I want… To breathe. Swimming underwater… Walking on the deep. Looking for the surface… While I’m underneath. Same thing… Every night I sleep. Lucid dreams… But paralysis… Keeps pulling at my feet. Pills for the silence. Thoughts for the violence. Trying to buy peace… With chemical compliance. The voice… Never leaves. Even when I pretend… Not to hear it. Pain… Makes a heartbeat. Pain… Makes forgiveness… Mean something. Pain… Makes hope… Earn its name. Maybe… Fear… Was only trying… To teach me… How to breathe. I want… More than survival. I want… More than control. I want… To hear… That quiet voice… Without the noise. Tell me how you… Wanna plan it. Tell me how you… Wanna brand it. Me? I’m just… Trying… To breathe. I want… Less. And maybe… That’s everything. Original lyrics by THOUGHTAHOLIC (@d13ov04). Sound and production by THOUGHTAHOLIC & TENGÜRA. © 2026 THOUGHTAHOLIC & TENGÜRA | An Indiana-Istanbul collaboration.