I dreamed of you - I'm never ready for it Neither of us seemed to have control The dreams of you are always very vivid Dusty, sepia-toned, but so tangible It's like we're sharing real air and space And we weren't prepared to see each other's face After all of this time Nearly twenty years have gone by How are you in my brain And why do you stay so Present in my mind Why do I crave your warmth Even though both of our lives Have conveyored onward My teeth started to crumble in my mouth Body trying to keep me from speaking Kinda funny how my subconscious Sensed my longing and tried to shame me But it couldn't stop me from telling the truth I yearn for and still want you, and you Truly did not seem to mind You shared your lips with mine Even as I fell apart I know in some timeline I'm still yours and you are mine You've always held my heart After all of this time And god knows I've tried To quiet this refrain But I can't restrain myself Can't help but find I still long for your touch Why would that feel so right Why do I want this so much
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