[Verse 1] You text me “Still up?” like it’s casual Like we didn’t crash last week, like it’s rational And I stare at the screen like a hostage Sayin' "no" with my thumbs, but my heart says "watch this" [Pre-Chorus] You’re the worst idea I wanna do twice You’re the voice in my head that I kinda like You’re the mess I clean and then crawl right back God, I hate how I love how you laugh [Chorus] I said I’m done but I lied in your bed Guess I fold when you tilt your head You got that look, like “baby, behave” I got that flaw, I don’t know how to stay One touch, and I'm back in your trap You ruin my life, and I’m cool with that We break, we bend, we spin, repeat— I don't want peace, I want you with me [Verse 2] You show up drunk in a borrowed coat Saying “missed you” like a secret note You don't say sorry, just stare like a dare God, you’re poison, and I still care [Pre-Chorus] You’re the worst idea I’d do three times Even sober, you still feel right You’re the line I cross just to feel Tell me it’s fake, but make it real [Chorus] I said I’m done but I lied in your bed Guess I fold when you tilt your head You got that look, like “baby, behave” I got that flaw, I don’t know how to stay One touch, and I'm back in your trap You ruin my life, and I’m cool with that We break, we bend, we spin, repeat— I don't want peace, I want you with me [Bridge] Call it chaos, call it fate Call it every bad choice I make I don’t flinch, I don’t learn I just wait for the next time it burns [Final Chorus] I said I’m done but I lied in your bed Guess I fold when you tilt your head You got that look, like “baby, behave” I got that flaw, I don’t know how to stay One touch, and I'm back in your trap You ruin my life, and I’m cool with that We break, we bend, we spin, repeat— I don't want peace, I want you with me
