Oversized sweater Hair tucked in my hood 쉬운 길만 골랐지 [swi-un gil-man gol-la-ssji | I only picked the easy roads] Kept my voice quiet Laughed but bit it back 내 모든 동작 하나하나를 [nae mo-deun dong-jak ha-na-ha-na-reul | Every little move I made] 방바닥에 그렸다가 지우며 연습했지 [bang-ba-dak-e geu-ryeot-da-ga ji-u-myeo yeon-seup-hae-ssji | I practiced by drawing it on the floor and erasing it] 거울은 다 물음표였어 [geo-ul-eun da mu-reum-pyo-yeo-sseo | The mirrors were all question marks] 낯선 얼굴들은 걍 시험이었지 [nat-seon eol-gul-deul-eun gyang si-heom-i-yeo-ssji | The unfamiliar faces were just a test] 내 색깔 싹 다 가방에 숨기고 [nae saek-kkal ssak da ga-bang-e sum-gi-go | I hid all my colors in my bag] 가슴 깊숙이 꾹 눌러 넣었어 [ga-seum gip-suk-i kkwk nul-leo neo-eo-sseo | I pressed them deep into my chest] I was there, but barely breathing Half a name on shaky lips 못다 한 말들 전부 [mot-da han mal-deul jeon-bu | Everything I couldn’t say] 손끝에서 뜨겁게 타올랐지 [son-kkeut-e-seo tteu-geob-ge ta-ol-la-ssji | Rose hot at my fingertips] I was living in gray Between the lines 나를 지워가며 [na-reul ji-wo-ga-myeo | Wiping myself out] 흐릿하게 사라졌지 [heu-ri-ta-ge sa-ra-jyeo-ssji | I faded out blurry] 가슴을 숨기고 [ga-seu-meul sum-gi-go | Hiding my chest] 빌린 거짓 뒤에 [bil-lin geo-jit dwi-e | Behind borrowed lies] 어둠 속에 춤췄지 [eo-dum so-ge chum-chwo-ssji | I danced in the dark] 감은 눈으로 [ga-meun nun-eu-ro | With my eyes closed] I was living in gray 회색 속에 살아 [hoe-saek so-ge sal-a | Living inside the gray] Now every step that I take Pulls me away 휴지에 번진 립스틱 [hyu-ji-e beon-jin rip-seu-tik | Lipstick smudged on tissue] 문턱 앞에서 닦아냈어 [mun-teok ap-e-seo dak-ka-nae-sseo | I wiped it off at the threshold] 두 치수 더 큰 스웨터에 [du chi-su deo keun seu-we-teo-e | In a sweater two sizes too big] 날 꽁꽁 숨겨 뒀지 [nal kkwng-kkwng sum-gyeo dwo-ssji | I kept myself tucked away tight] 비밀 사진들 [bi-mil sa-jin-deul | Secret photos] 폰 깊숙이 묻고 [pon gip-suk-i mut-go | Buried deep in my phone] Wrote my real name softly Where nobody would go 달력 위의 날짜들 [dal-lyeok wi-eui nal-jja-deul | The dates on the calendar] 내가 못 고른 날 [nae-ga mot go-reun nal | Days I didn’t get to choose] 몸을 더 작게 웅크렸지 [mom-eul deo jak-ge ung-kreu-ryeo-ssji | I curled up smaller] 결국 맘까지 병들었어 [gyeol-guk mam-kkaji byeong-deul-eo-sseo | In the end, my mind got sick too] 여기 있었지만 반쯤 [yeo-gi i-sseo-jji-man ban-jjeum | I was here, but only halfway] 안 개는 하늘 같아 [an gae-neun ha-neul ga-ta | Like a clearing sky] 수천 노랠 삼키고 [su-cheon no-rael sam-ki-go | Swallowing a thousand songs] Choking on my fear I was living in gray Between the lines 나를 지워가며 [na-reul ji-wo-ga-myeo | Wiping myself out] 흐릿하게 사라졌지 [heu-ri-ta-ge sa-ra-jyeo-ssji | I faded out blurry] 가슴을 숨기고 [ga-seu-meul sum-gi-go | Hiding my chest] 빌린 거짓 뒤에 [bil-lin geo-jit dwi-e | Behind borrowed lies] 어둠 속에 춤췄지 [eo-dum so-ge chum-chwo-ssji | I danced in the dark] 감은 눈으로 [ga-meun nun-eu-ro | With my eyes closed] I was living in gray 회색 속에 살아 [hoe-saek so-ge sal-a | Living inside the gray] Now every step that I take Pulls me away 입술에 색을 채워 [ip-sul-e saek-eul chae-wo | I fill my lips with color] 내 몸을 내 이름으로 불러 [nae mom-eul nae i-reum-eu-ro bul-leo | I call my body by my own name] 날 삼키던 방들 전부 [nal sam-ki-deon bang-deul jeon-bu | Every room that used to swallow me] 똑같이 되돌려 울려 [ttok-kat-i doe-dol-lyeo ul-lyeo | I send it back to echo the same] 기억나 그 모든 복도 [gi-eok-na geu mo-deun bok-do | I remember all those hallways] 써야 했던 가면까지 [sseo-ya hae-sseot-deon ga-myeon-kka-ji | Even the mask I had to wear] 오늘 밤 난 그 틈을 가로질러 돌고 [o-neul bam nan geu teum-eul ga-ro-jil-leo dol-go | Tonight I cross through that crack and spin] Leave them hanging in the air I was living in gray Between the lines 나를 지워가며 [na-reul ji-wo-ga-myeo | Wiping myself out] 흐릿하게 사라졌지 [heu-ri-ta-ge sa-ra-jyeo-ssji | I faded out blurry] 가슴을 숨기고 [ga-seu-meul sum-gi-go | Hiding my chest] 빌린 거짓 뒤에 [bil-lin geo-jit dwi-e | Behind borrowed lies] 어둠 속에 춤췄지 [eo-dum so-ge chum-chwo-ssji | I danced in the dark] 감은 눈으로 [ga-meun nun-eu-ro | With my eyes closed] I was living in gray Now I’m alive 한낮의 빛 속을 걸어 [han-na-jeui bit so-geul geol-eo | Walking through the noon light] 내 진짜 걸음으로 [nae jin-jja geo-reum-eu-ro | With my real steps] I was living in gray 회색 속에 살아 [hoe-saek so-ge sal-a | Living inside the gray] Now every beat that I take Pulls me away Pulls me away Pulls me away No more gray No more gray I was living in gray Now I'm alive
