Sailor of myself

💗･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧🌸 ゜．゜🌸･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ💗 © All rights reserved. Copyright secured via DistroKid. 🎼🛡️ 🎤Hi I am Suzu and I’m the creator of NØX🎤 🙅‍♂️🔒Please don’t use without permission 🙅‍♂️🔒 ❤Thanks for listening to my music❤ 💗･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧🌸 ゜．゜🌸･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ💗 (❤´艸｀❤) ♡ 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 ♡ ˗ˋˏ You made Suzu smile today ˎˊ˗ ☁︎ https://linktr.ee/Suzu_Records ☁︎ ˗ˋˏ See you again next song ♡ ˎˊ˗ 💗･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧🌸 ゜．゜🌸･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧･ﾟ💗 I raised a sail made out of tears Cut the ropes tied to my fears Left the shore they think is me To drift across what they can’t see They call it calm—I know it’s not I speak in wind, I think in knots Each wave I cross, a thought I hide But still I sail, with pain as guide --- Maps won’t fit what I contain I lose control, then steer again To them, I’m loud or just too much But I’m the tide they’ll never touch --- I’m a sailor of myself On a sea that’s made of noise Every calm’s a warning bell Every word just fills the void They can’t see the way I bend How my storm begins in breath I don’t scream—I drift instead Through the waves inside my head --- My empathy’s an endless swell Too deep to hold, too wide to tell I speak and speak, but still I sink Each thought a weight, each pause a link I anchor near the coast of peace But still I shake beneath the breeze The ocean loves, the ocean kills Yet here I float—against my will --- Maybe I loved the sea But always ran before it reached me I talked too much So the tide wouldn’t get there first And through that noise, I stitched my sail A sail of tears, and wings that never learned to fly --- I’m a sailor of myself Wrecked and raw, but still afloat Every panic, every spell Makes the water feel like home If I drown, don’t pull me out Let me rest where I was known I was never lost at sea— I just was never built for land --- Still I sail. Still I stay. Still I am.