(Verse 1) Some nights I still think about the ones I lost The calls I missed, the bridges burned There are memories I carry like a heavy cross And some wounds time still hasn’t cured Sometimes depression finds me Even when the day looks bright Hits me outta nowhere Like a thief in the middle of the night (Pre-Chorus) And there are days I still get angry At the hand that life dealt me Wondering why some people find peace While others barely sleep (Chorus) I’m not perfect Still got storms inside my head Still got nights I hear old echoes Still got words I wish I never said Still insecure sometimes Still wondering if I’m enough Still walking in a crowded room Feeling judged before they talk But I’m done chasing perfection Done trying to hide my scars Maybe being human’s messy Maybe that’s just who we are (Verse 2) Sometimes I still feel broken Standing in front of the mirror glass Seeing every flaw and failure Like somehow they’re all built to last And I still hate where I ended up sometimes Still question all the roads I chose Still wondering if I wasted years On pain nobody knows (Pre-Chorus) But healing ain’t becoming flawless It ain’t never hurting again Maybe it’s just learning You can still live with what’s been (Chorus) I’m not perfect Still got storms inside my head Still got nights I hear old echoes Still got words I wish I never said Still insecure sometimes Still wondering if I’m enough Still walking in a crowded room Feeling judged before they talk But I’m done chasing perfection Done trying to hide my scars Maybe being human’s messy Maybe that’s just who we are (Bridge) I used to think being strong meant Never letting people see the cracks Now I think real strength might be Learning not to take it all back Maybe growth ain’t becoming somebody else Maybe it’s finally telling the truth And learning to give some grace To the man you’re growing into (Final Chorus) No, I’m not perfect And maybe I never will be But I’m still standing here fighting And that means something to me Still got sadness Still got anger Still got fears I can’t explain But I finally stopped believing That healing means no pain I’m not perfect I’m just trying to be real And maybe that’s enough Maybe that’s how people heal
