Disposable Boyfriend

Stephen Benyacko

Bad Boy

Stephen Benyacko

nu metal, k pop, 1980s Rock

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[VERSE 1 — Empty Promises (In the Dark)]
Neon whispers, late‑night heat on my skin —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo)
“You feel safe to me…” and I let you pull me in.
Elevated heartbeat, racing under your touch —
(ooh‑yeah… chest exploding)
I’m reading every signal like it means too much.

“Everyone’s so fake… but you’re so real.”
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…)
Future plans dropping like a baited deal —
“Next weekend… coffee… maybe meet my friend…”
(hit‑it… quit‑it…)
[female laugh] (did you really think you had a chance?)
But your eyes say temporary every time you pretend.

Phone lights up — cold room, cold start —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…)
Owner of a lonely heart…
Disposable… boyfriend…

[PRE‑CHORUS — K‑pop chant / nu‑metal staccato]
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
Confusion! Delusion! (What’s the conclusion?)
Louder now — love from you is an illusion!
Confusion! Delusion! (No execution!)
Face the facts — love from you is an illusion!

[CHORUS — Heavy 808 + metal crunch + arena harmonies]
Disposable boyfriend — used when you’re lonely,
A stepping stone you climb, then leave below me.
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
You hit me up when you need a little closure,
Then vanish in the dark when the night is over.

Disposable boyfriend — I’m just a moment,
A crutch you grab before you regain your focus.
You play me like a game you never finish,
Love from you is an illusion — watch it diminish.

[VERSE 2 — Illusion (The High Phase)]
Flashback fever, lightning dancing on my skin —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo)
Your smile was gasoline… and I let the fire begin.
Every word you whispered felt like destiny —
(ooh‑yeah… keep it coming)
I mistook intensity for intimacy.

“Delete our apps… let’s get lost for real.”
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…)
You painted futures like a spinning wheel —
“Next time… that movie… we’ll watch it together…”
(hit‑it… quit‑it…)
But next time never came — just silence forever.
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…)

Truth cuts in — sharp, cold, falling apart —
[chant] (she’s out of your league)
Owner of a confused heart…
Disposable… boyfriend…

[PRE‑CHORUS — chant returns, doubled vocals]
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
Confusion! Delusion! (What’s the conclusion?)
Louder now — love from you is an illusion!
Confusion! Delusion! (No execution!)
Face the facts — love from you is an illusion!

[BREAKDOWN — heavy metal blues + 808 slide]
(guitar bends mimic “Confusion!”)
(808 slides mimic “Delusion!”)
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo… rising tension)

Hit it — quit it —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo hit‑it…)
Hit it — quit it —
(hit‑it… quit‑it…)

You never meant to stay.
[female laugh] (did you really think you had a chance?)

Break it — split it —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
Break it — split it —
(hit‑it… quit‑it…)

You threw my heart away.
[chant] (she’s out of your league)

(distorted whoo‑whoo‑whoo echo)
Disposable…
Disposable…
Disposable boyfriend.

[VERSE 3 — Aftermath (Ghosted)]
Cold screen glow, your ghost still on my skin —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo)
A digital phantom where your promises had been.
I replay your words like a glitch in my head —
(ooh‑yeah… breaking down — mmm‑mmm‑yeah)
Every “next weekend” now a lie I dread.

You reached for me only when you were stumbling —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…)
A safety net you dropped once you stopped crumbling.
I was a footnote scribbled in your temporary mind —
(hit‑it… quit‑it…)
A thrill you never meant to keep or find.

Silence hits harder than the sharpest part —
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…)
Owner of a broken heart…
Disposable… boyfriend…

[FINAL CHORUS — harmonies + ad‑libs + 80s scream]
Disposable boyfriend — used when you’re lonely,
A stepping stone you climb, then leave below me.
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
You hit me up when you need a little closure,
Then vanish in the dark when the night is over.

Disposable boyfriend — I’m just a moment,
(soft female laugh in the background)
(whispered chant: she’s out of your league)
A crutch you grab before you regain your focus.
You play me like a game you never finish,
Love from you is an illusion — watch it diminish.

(ad‑libs: “illusion… confusion… delusion…”)

[OUTRO — whispered, tape‑stop + blues wail]
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo…)
Confusion…
Delusion…
Love from you is an illusion…
Disposable… boyfriend…
(whoo‑whoo‑whoo fades out)

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[INTRO — blues‑metal riff → synth stutter] (whoo‑whoo‑whoo… whispered, filtered) Confusion… delusion… Love from you is an illusion… (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) (beat drops) Disposable… boyfriend… [VERSE 1 — Empty Promises (In the Dark)] Neon whispers, late‑night heat on my skin — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo) “You feel safe to me…” and I let you pull me in. Elevated heartbeat, racing under your touch — (ooh‑yeah… chest exploding) I’m reading every signal like it means too much. “Everyone’s so fake… but you’re so real.” (whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…) Future plans dropping like a baited deal — “Next weekend… coffee… maybe meet my friend…” (hit‑it… quit‑it…) [female laugh] (did you really think you had a chance?) But your eyes say temporary every time you pretend. Phone lights up — cold room, cold start — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…) Owner of a lonely heart… Disposable… boyfriend… [PRE‑CHORUS — K‑pop chant / nu‑metal staccato] (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) Confusion! Delusion! (What’s the conclusion?) Louder now — love from you is an illusion! Confusion! Delusion! (No execution!) Face the facts — love from you is an illusion! [CHORUS — Heavy 808 + metal crunch + arena harmonies] Disposable boyfriend — used when you’re lonely, A stepping stone you climb, then leave below me. (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) You hit me up when you need a little closure, Then vanish in the dark when the night is over. Disposable boyfriend — I’m just a moment, A crutch you grab before you regain your focus. You play me like a game you never finish, Love from you is an illusion — watch it diminish. [VERSE 2 — Illusion (The High Phase)] Flashback fever, lightning dancing on my skin — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo) Your smile was gasoline… and I let the fire begin. Every word you whispered felt like destiny — (ooh‑yeah… keep it coming) I mistook intensity for intimacy. “Delete our apps… let’s get lost for real.” (whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…) You painted futures like a spinning wheel — “Next time… that movie… we’ll watch it together…” (hit‑it… quit‑it…) But next time never came — just silence forever. (whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…) Truth cuts in — sharp, cold, falling apart — [chant] (she’s out of your league) Owner of a confused heart… Disposable… boyfriend… [PRE‑CHORUS — chant returns, doubled vocals] (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) Confusion! Delusion! (What’s the conclusion?) Louder now — love from you is an illusion! Confusion! Delusion! (No execution!) Face the facts — love from you is an illusion! [BREAKDOWN — heavy metal blues + 808 slide] (guitar bends mimic “Confusion!”) (808 slides mimic “Delusion!”) (whoo‑whoo‑whoo… rising tension) Hit it — quit it — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo hit‑it…) Hit it — quit it — (hit‑it… quit‑it…) You never meant to stay. [female laugh] (did you really think you had a chance?) Break it — split it — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) Break it — split it — (hit‑it… quit‑it…) You threw my heart away. [chant] (she’s out of your league) (distorted whoo‑whoo‑whoo echo) Disposable… Disposable… Disposable boyfriend. [VERSE 3 — Aftermath (Ghosted)] Cold screen glow, your ghost still on my skin — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo) A digital phantom where your promises had been. I replay your words like a glitch in my head — (ooh‑yeah… breaking down — mmm‑mmm‑yeah) Every “next weekend” now a lie I dread. You reached for me only when you were stumbling — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo illusion…) A safety net you dropped once you stopped crumbling. I was a footnote scribbled in your temporary mind — (hit‑it… quit‑it…) A thrill you never meant to keep or find. Silence hits harder than the sharpest part — (whoo‑whoo‑whoo confusion…) Owner of a broken heart… Disposable… boyfriend… [FINAL CHORUS — harmonies + ad‑libs + 80s scream] Disposable boyfriend — used when you’re lonely, A stepping stone you climb, then leave below me. (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) You hit me up when you need a little closure, Then vanish in the dark when the night is over. Disposable boyfriend — I’m just a moment, (soft female laugh in the background) (whispered chant: she’s out of your league) A crutch you grab before you regain your focus. You play me like a game you never finish, Love from you is an illusion — watch it diminish. (ad‑libs: “illusion… confusion… delusion…”) [OUTRO — whispered, tape‑stop + blues wail] (whoo‑whoo‑whoo…) Confusion… Delusion… Love from you is an illusion… Disposable… boyfriend… (whoo‑whoo‑whoo fades out)

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