l've learned to love the pain, Get rid of the hate, Put my life on track and put my mind in a better state, But there you go, Coming back to break me, hate me, and make sure I'm not ok, Why do you only love me to break me?, I can't do this anymore, My life is spinning, I'm sitting with a knife in my hand crying blood drilling on the floor, I can't seem to get away from you I can't find the distance, Every night I get a call from you saying I did this, I cry all night thinking about my past decisions, And recollecting on all the things I'm missing, My tears dry up as the blood stops dripping, I stop cutting myself to your voicemails and then I realize I feel distant, Distant to you and my past I finally have a reason to
