why am I not ok

Why do I feel this way? Why did I wake up today? Why can't I just feel ok? I don't know why im the way I am? Maybe this is just me? Maybe this was just always the way I was. I dont know i guess just cause. Wake up every day feel the same. Maybe I was just a victim someone had claimed. Why did i wake up today? Why do I still feel the same? Why am i not ok? Why am i not ok? Not ok ? Just a guy with no name. Who no one will claim. I'd set the world on fire. But I'm too tired. To do that today. As always I feel like a lump of clay. Why do I feel not ok? Why do I feel not ok. Why do i feel not ok today? Why do i feel not ok Why do i feel not ok Why do i feel not ok Even when I try my best I'm to blame. Once again same guy who no one will claim. Everything just stays the same. You can try but my mind wont be tamed. Why did i wake up today? Why do i still feel the same? Why am i not ok? Why am i not ok Will i ever be okay