don’t push don’t shove

[Verse] I said it was fine but my heart's been tossed Wasting time in the dark Hiding what I've lost Oh my story I wish I could revise But I'm stuck in the pages of my quiet lies [Prechorus] Don't push me Don't shove I'm breaking I need love [Chorus] Crying citrus tears all my life Peeling the layers with a jagged knife I say I’m fine But it’s all pretend No one sees my mask start to bend [Verse 2] The stars don’t shine where my shadows dwell I keep my secrets locked in a fragile shell All the colors I once knew have bled Painting my sky with a grayish thread [Prechorus] Don’t pull me Don’t pry I’m crumbling Don’t ask why [Chorus] Crying citrus tears all my life Peeling the layers with a jagged knife I say I’m fine But it’s all pretend No one sees my mask start to bend