LYRICS: [Intro: Soft piano, solo] [Verse 1: Whispered, fragile voice] You used to save me a seat at the table Now your name is just a grey dot on my screen "We should catch up," you said, but you never are able Seen at midnight, gone by the morning, like a dream [Verse 2: Slightly stronger] I whispered my fears in the dark of your kitchen Now they're passed around like gossip over wine You hugged me so tight with your knife in your pocket And I only found out when I read between the lines [Chorus: Emotional, voice rising] And I'll go cry in the bathroom at the party Tell everyone I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine 'Cause I didn't lose one girl, I lost so many Each of them left in a different kind of way And I'll pour out my love on another friend But I'm scared that she'll leave me too Oh, I'll pour out my love on another friend Till I don't know which one was true [Verse 3: Quiet, bitter] You clapped when I won, but your eyes didn't shine You counted my wins like they were stolen from you I dimmed myself down just to keep you in line Now I'm light again, and I miss you too [Verse 4: Lonely, building] Remember the girls and the long summer nights? Now there's a chat, and I'm not in it anymore Photos of laughing in warm yellow lights And I'm the one standing outside of the door [Chorus: Powerful, drums and strings enter] And I'll go cry in the bathroom at the party Tell everyone I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine 'Cause I didn't lose one girl, I lost so many Each of them left in a different kind of way And I'll pour out my love on another friend But I'm scared that she'll leave me too Oh, I'll pour out my love on another friend Till I don't know which one was true [Bridge: Voice cracking, crescendo] Was it me? Was I too much? Not enough? Did I love too loud, did I love too rough? One by one by one, the chairs went cold And I'm still here, still trying to hold Hold on, hold on, hold on... [Final Chorus: Whispered, almost spoken, piano only] So I'll go cry in the bathroom at the party Tell everyone I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine 'Cause I didn't lose one girl, I lost so many But I'm still the one who loved them all And I'll pour out my love on another friend And this time I'll love myself too Oh, I'll pour out my love on another friend And maybe she'll be the one who stays... like you [Outro: Piano fades out slowly] [End]
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