Many many moons ago

Oh yeh Now After many many moons have gone by sometimes I look back at the past and laugh as I know that that can’t hurt me now yeah I know that that is buried deep deep down in the dirt as I let out all of the things that let me down and in return it seems I get my crown back and as a matter of fact I forgot that I had that so now it’s all action packed as I take a step back only to leap forward and keep leaping forward towards what I’ve always fought for as I always thought there was a more raw and natural way to live this life and as I give more forgiveness I have been given this life and now it’s insight for me. What was once a dream that only lived inside of me has come to life just like a dream or so it may seem. As I live my daydream now. While others stay dreaming now. I feel like I’m giving my life meaning now. Oh wow so you see without love how can you love this life? Oh wow so I’m working on loving my love and then I can love my life again. So I can feel all the feels that you feel and then. It all depends on how the stars align as the pain from yesterday is told in these scars of mine for I know I love like mine is hard to find so from here on out I need to protect this heart of mine Oh so many nights of no sleep. Oh so many nights that I keep on playing trauma on repeat and all it does is defeat me and make me feel like I’m heading nowhere as it completely. Depletes me of my energy. To be a better ME. Now. So I put my energy into me now and you see it’s working for me now as we go round and round again and again I know one day that I will see you again. Oh yeh Now After many many moons have gone by sometimes I look back at the past and laugh as I know that that can’t hurt me now yeah I know that that is buried deep deep down in the dirt as I let out all of the things that let me down and in return it seems I get my crown back and as a matter of fact I forgot that I had that so now it’s all action packed as I take a step back only to leap forward and keep leaping forward towards what I’ve always fought for as I always thought there was a more raw and natural way to live this life and as I give more forgiveness I have been given this life and now it’s insight for me. What was once a dream that only lived inside of me has come to life just like a dream or so it may seem. As I live my daydream now. While others stay dreaming now. I feel like I’m giving my life meaning now. Oh wow so you see without love how can you love this life? Oh wow so I’m working on loving my love and then I can love my life again. So I can feel all the feels that you feel and then. It all depends on how the stars align as the pain from yesterday is told in these scars of mine for I know I love like mine is hard to find so from here on out I need to protect this heart of mine Oh so many nights of no sleep. Oh so many nights that I keep on playing trauma on repeat and all it does is defeat me and make me feel like I’m heading nowhere as it completely. Depletes me of my energy. To be a better ME. Now. So I put my energy into me now and you see it’s working for me now as we go round and round again and again I know one day that I will see you again.