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⟪ THE LAST SOFT THING ⟫

[VERSE 1] I took a knife beneath the house
where all their names for me were stored The door had bowed around a back
that never learned to leave It didn’t rise
It didn’t run Just watched me from the stair One shoulder wedged against a room
I never knew was there [PRE-CHORUS] I brought their name
I brought my blade It kept its eyes
on what remained [CHORUS] What kept watch at the door
when every name went wrong? Back against the splintered frame
awake for far too long I came below to still the house
It never turned on me What kept watch at the door? The room behind it breathed [POST-CHORUS] Teeth at the frame
Back to the room All these years
Still on duty [VERSE 2] Its teeth were flat from years of work
not sharpened by the hunt It ground them down against the frame
whenever floorboards spoke The scars ran straight along its back
like measurements in wood I raised the knife — it looked behind
to check the room still stood [PRE-CHORUS] It only turned
to look behind Like something there
was still alive [CHORUS] What kept watch at the door
when every name went wrong? Back against the splintered frame
awake for far too long I came below to still the house
It never turned on me What kept watch at the door? The room behind it breathed [BRIDGE] The cruelest thing I ever did
was call survival ugly I buckled mercy to its mouth
and called the silence clean So I sat down beside its jaw
and let the weapon cool No one had stayed with empty hands
or let it keep its shape It put its head against my knee
and let the floorboards speak I didn’t tame it I took the night shift [FINAL CHORUS] Now I know— what kept watch at the door
when every hand withdrew A back against the splintered frame
that took what came straight through I came below to still the house
By then the name had lost its teeth It took each blow
before it reached— the last soft thing in me [BREAKDOWN] No halo
No cure No hero at the door I brought the blade
I lost the name It wasn’t keeping me in [OUTRO] It was keeping them out. I put the knife down. It closed its eyes.