
still alive
undead buried in an unmarked grave no headstone giving sweet words no eulogy spoken over dirt not a marching procession to praise my name IM STILL ALIVE!!! IM STILL ALIVE!!! vampirically draining the fun empty silence occupying my bed in a coffin of my making nailed shut from the inside out banging and begging for a chance hanging on by the skin of my teeth [keychange] suffering, suffering IM STILL ALIVE!!! wounded and bled dry BUT IM STILL ALIVE!!! broken and scattered my pieces dying, already a foot in the grave IM STILL ALIVE!!! all of the haters have something to say all the believers keep their mouths shut its gnashing against my sanity its gnawing at my last shreds of humanity the tragedy of being me in this circus show, where is the ring master? need to purchase a ticket for my crimes piled upon the weight of the world as it turns and turns and turns.... so tune in... jumping through hoops to hear a crowd roar whipping the air to hear the crack juggling numbness and fears, that chomp chomp away eating at the depths its a feast a festival for damnation incarnate tired and ready to sleep o o o o o suffering, suffering IM STILL ALIVE!!! wounded and bled dry BUT IM STILL ALIVE!!! broken and scattered my pieces dying, already a foot in the grave IM STILL ALIVE!!!

