[Verse 1 - [soft, vulnerable, vocal fry, close whisper, haunting piano only, lots of reverb]] You were my Sister, you were my north, Everything I did , you always knew first. We were inseparable, your husband,the kids you and I, A family, a foundation, that would never end. [Verse 2 - [adding pain, slight rasp, cold, eerie strings enter]] Then a young kid came and whispered your name, And you walked away chasing something strange. You left a good husband, tore your family apart, and left me behind, Drugs took your soul and stole your light. [voice breaking, crack] You were loving, you were caring, [soft vocal fry, whisper] you Became a stranger standing there. [Chorus - [powerful, raspy belt, full chest, emotional, soft drums enter]] I tried to reach you, I tried to scream, Through the haze of a stolen dream. I stood up for you when he put his hands on you, You said I was the one who didn't understand. [building, grit, about to scream] God knows I would have carried all your pain, [long powerful belt, hold] If it would have brought my sister home again. [Verse 3 - [stripped back, piano only, broken whisper, vulnerable]] You said I was harassing, and said leave us alone, So I stayed away, with a heavy heart. I told myself you'd find your way back, Every prayer I prayed was to have my sister back. [Bridge - [eerie quiet, then angry and devastating, chest voice cracking, reverb]] Then the phone rang, it was Dad crying, He Said " Shes Dead... your sister is dead." he Found you in your bedroom, unresponsive on the bed, They rushed you out, but you weren't there no more. [scream, raw and painful] Brain dead and gone, with machines breathing for you, [shouting with pain, full scream then break] on November 20th, They made the decision to let you go........! [Final Chorus - [soft then explosive, anthemic, whisper to scream]] [soft, broken, vocal fry] Now I talk to heaven like you're still near, I still tell you everything you used to hear. You were everything to me, don't you know? A major part of me that i wasn't ready to let go. I didn't lose you in one day, I lost you slow, [powerful scream into soft whisper, fading] But I love you still, wherever you are — I hope you know. [Outro - [eerie, piano only, whisper, fading]] I hope you know ......I miss you every day....... [whisper, fading, broken] I miss my big sister Jay..........I love you sis..........rest in peace......
