odd breed

[Intro] I know I can be a hard read Find me on a spectrum I'm somethin of an odd breed (odd breed) [Verse 1] Guess I'm a little on guard is all just waitin' on the other shoe to fall and lately it's been gettin' harder to get out of bed, face the day and leave the comfort of these walls I'm afraid I'm gonna be this way til it's time's up... and the reaper comes to call (the reaper comes to call-al-al-al-al-al-al) [Pre-Chorus] Don't have to be a fool to mistake me most days I don't even know how to take me [Chorus] Gifted one life, and cursed with this dread Sometimes think, I'd be better off dead My own mind breakin' me down and leavin' me misled (so misled) [Refrain] So I smoke my weed, and try to quiet my head While I pray for peace, and get left on read [Verse 2] No one to lean on when I'm fallin' apart pushed em all away cut em out, or broke their heart So I, I walk alone this lonely and familiar road I don't know which exit will free me from this episode but I've been fallin' so long I'm not gettin' any slower Rock bottom's a god damn lie there's only low, new lows, and lower (lower and lower, lower and lower) [Pre-Chorus] Don't have to be a fool to mistake me most days I don't even know how to take me [Chorus] Gifted one life, and cursed with this dread Sometimes think, I'd be better off dead My own mind breakin' me down and leavin' me misled (so misled) [Refrain] So I smoke my weed, and try to quiet my head While I pray for peace, and get left on read [Breakdown] Gifted just one life, and this one is mine I'll carry this strife, as I tip-toe on the borderline and I raise my glass, to say cheers to the bastard that lives in my head, and thinks that he's the master [Pre-Chorus] Don't have to be a fool to mistake me most days I don't even know how to take me [Chorus] Gifted one life, and cursed with this dread Sometimes think, I'd be better off dead My own mind breakin' me down and leavin' me misled (so misled) [Refrain] So I smoke my weed, and try to quiet my head While I pray for peace, and get left on read [Outro] I know that what goes will come back around and while I may feel lost right now I know... that what's lost can always be found