Lyrics co-written by My Yeena (Me), Grok (xAI), Gemini (Google), & ReMi (Suno) ©2025 - My Yeena https://suno.com/@my_yeena [Intro - scat section, fade in with repeating melody, tuning his shamisen] Aiya-hiya-shun… Ha-na-wa-na… Aiya-ooh… [Verse 1 - ki, introduction, the setup] We're in the garage, the speakers hum, My world's about to come undone. You laugh at something, and then I see, The thought that's not supposed to be. [Refrain] A whisper of a sin, Oh, where does it begin? A secret, just for two, Split in a shade of you. [Chorus] I get dirty thoughts about you, They get worse when I'm without you. Does that mean I’m going to my hell? Or am I in samsara's spell? Oh… [Verse 2 - sho, development, the internal conflict] When I'm lonely, All the corners of my mind start racing. Things that should be kept in the basement, Spend my time tryna erase them. [Verse 3] But when you hold me, In the fantasy, It's so convincing… I shouldn't think the things I'm thinking, But now I've gone and let them sink in. [Refrain] A whisper of a sin, Oh, where does it begin? A secret, just for two, Split in a shade of you. [Chorus] I get dirty thoughts about you, They get worse when I'm without you. Does that mean I’m going to my hell? Or am I in samsara's spell? Oh… [Verse 4] The more that I push 'em away, The more that you're stuck in my brain. The more I'm mentally undressin', I confess… [Interlude - scat section, the internal chaos grows, the dueling instruments represent his conflicting emotions, dueling guitar and shamisen get more frantic, distorted overdriven sound from the guitar clashing with a rapid plucked shamisen melody] Dukkha-bi-di-dah… Dah-ba-day, oh-no-no-no... Dukkha-bi-di-dah… Ha-wa-da-ba-day! Ooo-yah! Dukkha-bi-di-dah… [music fades slightly for the introspective bridge] [Bridge - ten, twist, powerful emotional punch, introspective, music quietens] I used to see a single face, A safe and simple place. But now you're two, like Janus's gate, My love, my sin, my twisted fate. [realization, music builds with a rush of emotion] The more I tried to wash you clean, The more you stained me, unseen. But now I know what I must be, A broken heaven, a silent devotee. [Final Refrain] A whisper from within, This is where I begin. A secret, just for two, Split in a shade of you. [Final Chorus - ketsu, conclusion, the acceptance, the question is now an accepting statement] I get dirty thoughts about you, They get worse when I'm without you. This doesn't mean I'm going to my hell, Just breaking free from samsara's spell. Oh… [Verse 5 - accepting the thoughts] The more I tried to push you from my mind, The more of myself I tried to leave behind. The thought is not the sin, I now confess, It's just a part of who I am, nothing less. [Outro - scat section, music fades to a peaceful, relaxed feel, with a clean shamisen and a gentle bassline] Aiya-hiya-shun… Ha-na-wa-na… Aiya-ooh… [repeat with more harmonies or layers] [final, single note from the shamisen] Aiya… Notes: Samsara (Buddhism): the cycle of death and rebirth to which life in the material world is bound. Dukkha (Buddhism): suffering or unsatisfactoriness, the endless cycles of craving, attachment, and inevitable loss. Janus (Roman Mythology): god of beginnings, guardian of doorways and gates, transitions, time, and duality. He has two faces, so that he looks both forwards and backwards.
