I don't need to share about all that's happened I don't need any of you to believe me I've got enough to live with That will never dent your opinions And you don't need to know the whole story I'm not a documentary In a child's eyes to be seen, is a long chased fantasy They said shut your fucking mouth or ill cut it off And they split mine perfectly Silent tape that made it possible to obey Fact is, you don't know me I don't need you to believe me I don't need your advice I can feel the deepest pain that you can't handle what I try to It's too shocking to look at I can carry it alone But it won't change the story What you don't actually know And that says a lot about you, every time you won't ask By you running from the truth You ignore my past And its my job to get through that If you ask how I'm doing Do you really want to know? I don't think that's a question you're prepared for My whole life was ruined and as I build myself up Your opinions become Pillars to build from So this life is new to you What the media can cover What can be true, if it all you can find proof That's A.I., that's memory that isn't right Tell yourself every lie, I did when I was afraid of them too I had nightmares and dreams to escape what you want to I get it, it's too harsh So let that go But it won't change the story, about what you don't know I don't need you to believe me I don't need your advice I can feel the deepest pain that you can't handle what I try to It's too shocking to look at I can carry it alone But it won't change the story What you don't actually know And that says a lot about you, every time you won't ask By you running from the truth You ignore my past And its my job to get through that What a luxury you hold calling my scars a conspiracy I'll remember it when I get flashes of being lifted by meat hooks If its in your movies somehow you can look at it But when it's me, it's got to be untrue I'm sorry that my pain is too much for you I don't need you to believe me I don't need your advice I can feel the deepest pain that you can't handle what I try to It's too shocking to look at I can carry it alone But it won't change the story What you don't actually know And that says a lot about you, every time you won't ask By you running from the truth You ignore my past And its my job to get through that So don't ask how I am Why I seem down Don't ask what triggers me So many of us can hardly speak The memory to shameful, painful and confusing I don't need you to believe me But don't you dare think, you know a single thing Let it go Keep your mouth shut Move on Give it up I don't need your fucking opinions when you don't even have my trust I didn't ask for your perspective of the childhood you didn't have Just smile, nod and say Well I'm glad you're here now And that's how I can know, just the type a person you are Let it go That you don't know And you're too scared to go that far cause that's the truth and that's all you you don't even see me at all so keep on running I already survived what you need to be something made up that's all you, that's actually in your head nothing to do with mine look at your children, be glad they're not rayped be glad they're okay tell yourself, it's not your business anyway not when you don't care, because you're too scared
