---- Here I sit upon the floor, No heat to warm me anymore. Desperation’s close at hand, Gulping fear, I try to stand. Can’t think clearly, not right now, I feel the wall beneath my palm. Wondering when, why, and how? A wash of chill, then comes the calm. (Pre-Chorus) I gaze through the window wide, To the sky, where hope should hide. A sigh escapes my frozen lips, My chest is heavy, tears drip, drip. (Chorus) I shake my head, ooh, my fuddled brain, I squint through tears, lost in the pain. How did I fall back down again? Sleep sounds good, but I can’t give in. No, this is wrong, this can’t be how I fade away, not now, not now— But the call to sleep is strong, so strong… I’ve changed my mind, I want to hold on. (Verse 2) Heart's thrumming loud inside my ears, Cold wood floor, it catches tears. Short breaths, shallow, barely there, Never thought I'd feel this scared. Of body, soul, and troubled mind, What was I trying so hard to find? No, not like this, not this way, I can't just let it slip away. (Chorus) I shake my head, ooh, my fuddled brain, I squint through tears, lost in the pain. How did I fall back down again? Sleep sounds good, but I can’t give in. No, this is wrong, this can’t be how I fade away, not now, not now— But the call to sleep is strong, so strong… I’ve changed my mind, I want to hold on. (Bridge) One arm forward, then the knee, Strangled sobs, can’t breathe, can’t see. No, this cannot be my end, But when is life ever fair, my friend? (Outro) Inching forward, slow and weak, I hear my voice, too faint to speak. Do I still have time? Please let me know, I’ve changed my mind—I don’t want to go. No, I don’t want to go, I’ve changed my mind. Lyrical & Imagery Creation: Ginger Davila (Kitkumi Beats) © 2025 KKB All rights reserved
