Isaac My Son

[Verse 1 – Isaac] Three years in the dark... No signs, just scars... I gave you everything... and you gave me silence. [Verse 1 – Isaac] You watching me now, huh? Front-row seat? While I bleed through a smile and fall to my knees. Was it not enough? The prayers, the fasts, The sermons I preached with a fake-ass laugh? My family’s breaking— My mind, decaying— And all I get from You is "Keep waiting..." I lifted your name through every trial You gave me grace, then pain on dial. Told 'em You’d save us— They watched me drown, While You sat up high wearin' heaven’s crown. WHY ME?! Was I not Your soldier, dressed in light? Or just another pawn in your cosmic fight? [God – Calm but cutting, voice like thunder and fire beneath the beat] Isaac, my son, temper… watch what you say. You dare accuse the One who gave you each day? I saw you fall, but I also saw you stand— So don’t act like I ain’t had a plan. You want to talk about pain? I gave My only Son— They broke Him, mocked Him—He still forgave every one. You walked with wolves and still came out clean Yet here you are, throwing curses at Me? I counted your deeds, weighed your soul on gold, But faith isn’t sold—it’s held when it’s cold. [Verse 2 – Isaac, furious/sarcastic] Oh, forgive me, Lord—where are my manners? Was I not supposed to question Your grand planners? Faith, right? That’s the script You wrote— "Trust Me, even when I slit your throat." Did You say that to Job? Just curious. "Fuck me, and I’ll fuck you?"—that’s virtuous? You watched when I loaded that syringe, Both arms open like Christ—on a darker binge. I was dying slow, fading to grey, You just stood there, turned Your gaze away. [God – Stern and sorrowful] You think I didn’t cry when I saw your veins? You think I smiled at your soul in chains? I whispered to you through the storm and shame But your ears were closed, too drunk on pain. I gave you a wife, a son, a name— But all you felt was the guilt and flame. You want to curse Me? Go on, vent. But don’t forget what My silence meant. Not punishment, no—just a pause to breathe. You ask “Where were You?”—I never leave. [Bridge – Isaac, cracking voice, quieter beat with acoustic guitar under harsh synth] Then why the silence? Why the dreams? Why the demons whisperin' bloody themes? Why the weight, the pills, the shakes? Why'd You let 'em rip through all my breaks? You say You gave me light to see— Well, sorry, God… it’s blinding me. [God – Firm, rising intensity] I gave you trials to sharpen your edge. I gave you storms so you’d step from the ledge. I let the devil dance around your cage So when you broke free—you’d know true rage. But if you fall now, you fall alone. And I will close the gates to My throne. I warned you once, don’t spit on grace— He who denies Me, won't see My face. [Verse 3 – Isaac, calm rage into surrender] So that’s it, huh? Wrath and thunder? Guess I ain't worth your quiet wonder. You gave me breath, then broke my back— Now you're just watchin' me crack. But hey