I don't believe in a lover for myself. I only believe in love for everyone else. crying myself to sleep in my bed. i hear the whispers, that voice in my head. i dont deserve any kind things done right. hug me right now, my throat feels so tight. a wire caught 'round, my body is found. i light on the ground, left dead by a mound. my heart oh it aches, i sit in my pain. i wilt with my fate, i see it clear as day. i have no love, im only a cupid. theres very few like me, really, its stupid. I don't believe in a lover for myself. I only believe in love for everyone else. crying myself to sleep in my bed. i hear the whispers, that voice in my head. walls built brick by brick, an avoidant they say. "self sabotage" no, no one will stay. its not that im cautious, im just not built for it. but nobody thinks that, to them i dont worship. my heart oh it aches, i sit in my pain. i wilt with my fate, i see it clear as day. i have no love, im only a cupid. theres very few like me, really, its stupid. ill scream and cry if i have to, dont test me. ill sit here all night, begging "dear god just fix me" but my words, kicked to dust. my throat, yeah it rusts. my love is not worthy, so i sit here lonely. i dont deserve any kind things done right. hug me right now, my throat feels so tight. a wire caught 'round, my body is found. i light on the ground, left dead by a mound.
