[Intro] 2 names… 1 meaning Soul L33k [Verse 1] 3 a.m. lights still on Phone buzz then it’s gone Pill bottle by the sink Half full don’t overthink Floor cold feet don’t move Heart loud no excuse Ceiling cracks start to bend If I stop now this how it ends [Chorus] I hear the Reaper callin' me inside the darkness How long until they find me dead in my apartment? Gon' find my lifeless body laid out on the carpet Scared that I'm dyin' way too soon, my life ain't start yet I hear the Reaper callin' me inside the darkness How long until they find me dead in my apartment? Gon' find my lifeless body laid out on the carpet Scared that I'm dyin' way too soon, my life ain't start yet [Verse 2] Door still locked no missed calls If I drop who’d notice at all Rent due dreams late Clock laugh while I wait Chest tight air feel wrong Heartbeat count goes too long Mirror ask “you done yet?” I shake my head but don’t answer back [Chorus] I hear the Reaper callin' me inside the darkness How long until they find me dead in my apartment? Gon' find my lifeless body laid out on the carpet Scared that I'm dyin' way too soon, my life ain't start yet I hear the Reaper callin' me inside the darkness How long until they find me dead in my apartment? Gon' find my lifeless body laid out on the carpet Scared that I'm dyin' way too soon, my life ain't start yet [Verse 3] Sirens echo not for me Still I flinch every time they scream Blood rush ears ring Body feel like a bad dream I ain’t ready to be a name On a screen with a date and frame If I go know this truth: I was scared but I wanted proof [Outro] Life ain’t start yet… Don’t let it end here