
Half Full, Still Empty
life isn't real to me every other stupid thing living my reality asss i'mmmm dis-associatingggggg bring in the pain so I can feel something again bring in the pain so that I can stop chasing dreams thatttt Iiiii can'ttttt achieveeeee that I can't achieveeeee oh no, it looks like I am drunk again numbing the monotony I feel in everything stumbling over myself looking in the mirror, nauseating I don't ever like what I see but i'm stuck like this everything's fake to me evennnnn myselffffff even myselfffff placating the masses to avoid complications avoiding the stress but i'm still anxious whyyyy justttt can'ttttt Iiiii beeeee who I really want to be bring in the pain so I can feel something again bring in the pain so that I can stop chasing dreams thatttt Iiiii can'ttttt achieveeeee that I can't achieveeeee they say the glass is always half full but i'm too pessimistic to regain control of my god damned lie-eee-iiii-eeee-iii-eee-iiiife bring in the pain so I can feel something again bring in the pain so that I can stop chasing dreams thatttt Iiiii can'ttttt achieveeeee that I can't achieveeeee

