[Intro] [Soft male tenor | relaxed | almost talking] Yeah… I know how this goes. You wait until I’m doing better, then you wanna know where I’m at. [Sample: “Find me now…”] Mm… Funny how that works. [Verse 1] [Melodic sing-rap | loose conversational pocket] I been doing good, I can’t even lie, Couple things changed, but I’m still the guy. You know me well enough to know when I’m lying, So when I say I’m cool, don’t ask me twice. You had your chance and you took your time, I had long nights where you crossed my mind. Almost hit your phone, then I changed my mind, ‘Cause missing somebody don’t mean they’re right. And that’s growth… At least that’s what I call it. You know I could’ve made this complicated, But I got tired of solving Things you never wanted fixed. That’s the difference. [Pre-Chorus] [More melodic | notes held longer] I don’t hate youuu, I just learned youuu. That’s a different kind of goodbye. And if you call meee, I might answer… But don’t read too deep in the reply. [Chorus] [Easy melody | stacked low harmonies] You wanna find me now, Now that I finally found myself. You wanna come around, Now that I don’t need nobody else. Funny how time plays out, You had me then, don’t need me now— Wait… Other way around. See, that’s what I’m talking ’bout. You wanna find me now, Find me now, Find me now… But where were you then? [Verse 2] [Low sing-rap | behind the beat | conversational] I know your friends probably tell you I’m different, They’re right, I stopped making excuses. Stopped turning every little moment we had Into something bigger than what you were choosing. And I— I don’t mean that disrespectfully. I’m just saying… You wanted freedom, I gave you plenty. Now every picture got you checking if I’m with somebody. Every little caption got a meaning when you read it, You know yourself, don’t make me say it. You miss access, Not necessarily me. That’s a hard conversation, But eventually— You gotta call it what it is. [Bridge] [Drums soften | intimate vocal] Maybe we meet again When we’re somebody different. Maybe you say my name And I don’t feel nothing with it. Maybe that’s sad… Maybe that’s peace. Either way, I stopped asking you to choose me. [Final Chorus] [Fuller harmonies | still restrained] You wanna find me now, Now that I finally found myself. You wanna come around, Now that I don’t need nobody else. And I won’t lie right now, Part of me still wants you close… But wanting you and going back Are two things I don’t confuse no more. [Sample: “Find me now…”] Yeah… You can find me. Just don’t expect to find the same me. [Outro] [Half-spoken | soft melodic trail] I think that’s the part you didn’t plan for. You thought I’d always be there exactly how you left me. Mm… Nah.
