Whats in it for me

I know I sound a little crazy I know you think I’m confused Time and time again I ask myself What have I got to lose? What’s in this crazy life for me That reaches past the stars? Feels like it’s all a game we play That’s gone a little too far I’ve been drifting in a haze Caught up in illusion Still stuck here wandering In a land of confusion What’s in it for me, what’s in it for me I’ve been trying harder every day What’s in it for me, what’s in it for me But it keeps slipping away An easy life is hard to find Feels like I’m always behind Yeah I’ve made my mistakes before But I’m still standing here asking What’s in it for me I know I’ve been a little lazy I know you think I’m a fool I’ve said it over and over again Sometimes I feel like a tool I’ve been thinking more than ever But I’m still lost in a daze I’d ask you why you walked away But what would it cost me today? How do I get you to stay Or did you already leave? I know it’s just a phase they say I’ve felt this way before Searching for a better road But I can’t find the door Every time I think I’m close I end up lost again Praying this won’t be the place This story has to end What’s in it for me, what’s in it for me I’ve been trying to believe What’s in it for me, what’s in it for me Is there something I can’t see? ‘Cause this ain’t the life I dreamed about Or what I’ve been searching for I’m still standing here asking now What’s in it for me Whats in it for me.