bound and gagged chained to the floor,,, caged and unable to unleash all the instability,,, why would i choose to be here i have to wonder,,, is that what life has to offer, is this whats in store,,........ now there are people i dont really know they say hello daily and pay the viewing price just to get a stare, it seems unfair but why should i care, what i got to do to dare, sitting here impaired is the only way to stand the stares, it leaves me feeling bare, but i grin and i bear dont even have a chair, flat on the floor and everyone feels i am the chore...!!!... A A A A LALALALALALALA A A A A LAALALAALALA get it now staples hold me together im stitched but barely hold tape me up, shut me out and force me to see bandaged over bruises glued at every cut operated on my life so i could find something to live for am i just a spectacle, completely irredeemable, irreplaceable, implacable, not gonna lie dunno what the last word meant oops somebody save the me from the me i coulda shoulda surely been, now im a somebody that is here just to be, its obscene, worked it clean with a dirty gleam, fucked it up until i had to ween, meaning less nothing more than what came before A A A A LALALALALALALA A A A A LAALALAALALA now i stare at the wall.... wondering where it all went wrong.... was it within my sight.... or somewhere i couldn't see.... i just dont know, cannot cope, find the hope, smoke more dope, grasp the rope, ending nope, back and forth slippery slope, searching through a scope, only to be provoked, now i am awoke and evoke the final mope! now staples hold me together im stitched but barely hold tape me up, shut me out and force me to see bandaged over bruises glued at every cut operated on my life so i could find something to live for A A A A LALALALALALALA A A A A LAALALAALALA
