[Intro] Hope everything changes so Hope everything changes so (yeah) Teeth on edge Hands still shaking, though [Verse 1] Woke up in a room that knows my name Same four walls, all calling me insane Ash in my lungs from the bridges I burned Still breathing in smoke like I never get hurt Talk back to the mirror, it just smirks Every little flaw like a choir that chirps Saying, “You ain’t shit, you’re a rerun show” I spit on the glass, still stuck in the glow Mom texts twice, I don’t write back Friends fall off like paint that cracks Scroll through lives that I’ll never own Staring at a world through a broken phone [Chorus] Hope everything changes so I don’t wake up as a shadow Hope everything breaks, explodes Then builds me again from the hell I know If this is the end, then let it blow I’m done staying small just to die real slow Hope everything changes so Or I’ll change it all on my own (on my own) [Verse 2] Heart in a chokehold, mind in a sling Laugh on the outside, die when it rings Every “you okay?” feels like a sting I’m fine, I’m fine, I claw and I cling Kick down doors in my head at night Monsters wear my face, want a fight They say, “Stay here, just sink, don’t grow” I bite my tongue till the blood runs cold I’ve been praying to a ceiling fan Spinning, spinning, never had a plan If there’s a god in the drywall dust He knows these veins been close to rust [Chorus] Hope everything changes so I don’t wake up as a shadow Hope everything breaks, explodes Then builds me again from the hell I know If this is the end, then let it blow I’m done staying small just to die real slow Hope everything changes so Or I’ll change it all on my own (on my own) [Bridge] Tear me down To the studs, to the bone (hey!) If pain’s the tax I’ll pay to be grown Let the past Cave in, overflow I’ll crawl out laughing With a new backbone [Chorus] Hope everything changes so I don’t wake up as a shadow Hope everything breaks, explodes Then builds me again from the hell I know If this is the end, then let it blow I’m done staying small just to die real slow Hope everything changes so Or I’ll change it all on my own (on my own, yeah)
