Runaway ( ft. Ms. Suno)

chorus: I wanna run away, i wanna run away you and i together, away from all the chaos and problems i just wanna run away with you verse 1: i don't even remember the last time i love a girl or i don't even know if it was love maybe it was a lie that i told myself just to stay out of being alone like an effin turtledove Was it necessary to be with someone? or it was obedience to the One Above? God creates as pairs, but i feel like so lost like a sock and nobody puts on only one of’em they’d throw it out and buy a pair am i gonna be metamorphosed like a caterpillar and become a butterfly? is it supposed to make me happy cuz i got an info like they got such shorter lifetimes? i was thinkin that i was born to be happy but now i know it’s my hell that i got tortured in and I’m on a road that i go to the caliginosity and it’s the bus i drive the porcelain I’m a lone wolf, billy-no-mates,feelin so strange such a pitiful silly portrait that i draw,it’s killing more of me illing choices i made in the past musta really forced me or was it an excuse that i made? i can't figure out yet and all these bad luck just a curse that I scribbled now, ay? i told her all these things knowing she’s gonna get away but she looked at me smilin and insisted on staying chorus: I wanna run away, i wanna run away you and i together, away from all the chaos and problems i just wanna run away with you Verse 2: I’m looking at the guy in the mirror weak and empty, trash diffident cuz he’s failed at almost everything he have a bash yep this is me and it’s the dark laid down in me my deepest thoughts which has just dragged me to the abyss of the demonic force within it’s the desert of the feeling upset i woke up this morning, nothing seemed colorful all the things was grey like clouds i queried almost anything in life and all the facts successfully got me drowned i don't have a clue about why it’d be this way Was it me or my genes? is it possible that my birth had an effect on destiny and she thought of regime change because of this and i told you i queried almost anything including this one it’s funny, i used to think like i was gonna be so happy then they put my father in prison don't i deserve to be happy? Is it too much to ask? Can you tell me when my misery will justly end? Am I gonna wait for ages? Am I gonna be loved? is anyone who shares the same feeling around then she wrapped my hands warmly with hers looked straight at my eyes like babysitters put a smile on her face and threw a wink at me and these words spilt out of her lips chorus: I wanna run away, i wanna run away you and i together, away from all the chaos and problems i just wanna run away with you