Something's missing, I can't name it. I used to feel it, now it's vacant, but they still say "it is what you make it." [Verse] Yeah, Ok, Yeah I been moving through the night like I don’t belong Same road, same ghosts, same old song I can’t even get high anymore Tryna feel something real as I slide to the floor I got weight in my chest, but it doesn’t break skin Got a war in my head that I can't win Keep it smooth on the surface, don’t let it show But the cracks in the calm start to overflow [Pre-Chorus] I been holding my breath just to feel okay If I let it out, I might drift away There’s a pulse in me, but it fades to grey… [Chorus ] If I fall, let me fall slow Don’t wake me when I let go I been numb, I been so low But I make it look like I don’t If it breaks, let it break clean No saving what I can’t keep I been lost in between Who I was… and me [Verse] Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I been dancing with the edge but I play it cool Smile sharp, cut deep, never make a move Got a voice in my head saying “stay the same” But the silence gets louder when I'm to blame Every step feel rehearsed like I seen this before Every door that I open just leads to more I don’t chase what I love, I just let it pass Like I’m scared if I hold it, it wouldn’t last [Breakdown] Feel it coming back… Underneath the calm… I don’t wanna feel it I don’t wanna I don't wanna feel it anymore [Pre-Chorus] I been holding my breath just to feel okay If I let it out, I might drift away There’s a pulse in me, but it fades to grey… [Final Chorus ] If I fall, let me fall slow Don’t wake me when I let go I been numb, I been so low But I make it look like I don’t If it breaks, let it break clean No saving what I can’t keep I been lost in between Who I was… and me [Outro] If it breaks, let it break clean No saving what I can’t keep I been lost in between Who I was… and me
