This world of unforgiveness, she lives in the hardest one to forgive is herself. Everyone only sees her for her flaws, her past mistakes, they only see her past never really understanding the woman she is never looking at the strong soul that survived everything that was meant to break her. She’s not broken and if you knew her in the past, just because you knew her in the past, doesn’t mean you know her now this world has a strange way of changing people she has forgiven herself.. and for those who knew were in the past does not mean they know the woman that she’s become and that it automatically allows them access to her because it doesn’t the woman she is now and the woman she will be for the rest of her life is the one who is going to demand peace, respect, loyalty, love, and you don’t bring that to her table then don’t come and eat. She’s tired of feeding those that don’t feed her. She’s tired of building those up and rebuilding those and making them hole again with every little bit, she loses herself no more no more no more past no more losing herself only the future ahead. She’s finally seen the light and that light will never be dimmed or cut off by anyone else in her life. Other than herself, she is me looking for the love that she’s always deserved and that love is always been within she loves herself she has forgiven herself and she’s only gonna chase her her love for herself and you can’t bring peace, harmony, and love to her now they remain in her past because she’s not looking back her attention her focus is only in the future. No more looking back because she’s not that person anymore. She’s not there. She’ll never be there again strong and beautiful. She rises above all the chaos all the pain. I’ve chosen to say goodbye to the past and to forgive myself and only open doors we’re meant to be
