Midnight Mischief - If This Was Not Love Then Please Tell Me, What Was It

[Verse 1] You knew how to hold me when my mind got dark Knew every little trigger, every wound, every scar Stayed up ‘til the sunrise talking life in your car Now you act like we were nothing at all I remember cheap wine and the hotel sheets Crying in your lap while you played old beats Said you never met somebody that could love you so deep So what changed between then and me? [Pre-Chorus] ‘Cause you looked at me Like I was the answer Now you walk around Like I’m just another chapter [Chorus] If this was not love then please tell me, what was it? What do you call two souls that couldn’t stay out each other’s orbit? What do you call late-night healing? All that touching, all that feeling? You knew me beyond the surface Loved me when I didn’t think I deserved it If this was not love then please tell me, what was it? [Verse 2] You memorized the sadness behind my smile Stayed through every breakdown, every self-denial And I know we were toxic every once in a while But even broken things can still be wild You said forever in the middle of fights Then pulled me close in the middle of nights Now you saying maybe we just blurred the lines But nobody blurs lines that many times [Pre-Chorus] You kissed my fears Like they were sacred Now you talk about us Like we never made it [Chorus] If this was not love then please tell me, what was it? What do you call two hearts always running back after they quit? What do you call that kind of longing? Missing somebody while they standing right in front of you talking You knew me beyond the surface Loved me when I didn’t think I deserved it If this was not love then please tell me, what was it? [Bridge] Maybe love ain’t always forever Maybe sometimes it’s just a moment that changes you forever Maybe we were meant to break But that don’t mean it was fake [Outro] So when you say “It wasn’t really love” I just sit there thinking… Then why did it feel like home?