[CHORUS] Do you ever wanna run and disappear? ‘Cause it’s easier than sitting in the fear. If I told you that I’m healing like I said, I’d be lying to myself instead, I’m lying. You can call me in the night, I’ll be awake, Haven’t had a real night’s sleep in days. When I told you that I’m over you, I said it with a straight face, But I was lying anyway. I’m just trying to find a way to get over this, To get over us (yeah). [VERSE 1] You cut me off, I’d be lying if I said I’m doing fine. You were my peace in the chaos, now I’m breaking all the time. Still trying to make sense of how you walked away so fast, Don’t know why I hold on. You told me that it’s finished, that we’ll never circle back, But my heart keeps pretending you’ll come running right on track. I tried, I swear I tried to let you go. [CHORUS] And I was lying anyway. I’m just trying to find a way to get over this, To get over us. Do you ever wanna run and disappear? ‘Cause it’s easier than sitting in the fear. If I told you that I’m healing like I said, I’d be lying to myself instead, I’m lying. You can call me in the night, I’ll be awake, Haven’t had a real night’s sleep in days. When I told you that I’m over you, I said it with a straight face, But I was lying anyway. I’m just trying to find a way to get over this, To get over us (trust me, I don’t wanna lie, I swear that I have tried to get over this, I can’t get over us). [VERSE 2] The day you left, it felt like you took every bit of light I had. It kills me seeing you smiling with somebody new, it drives me mad. I don’t want what’s best for you, I want you coming back to me, Maybe I’m selfish, maybe. The day you left, it felt like you took every bit of light I had. It kills me seeing you smiling with somebody new, it drives me mad. I don’t want what’s best for you, I want you coming back to me, Maybe I’m selfish, maybe. I’d be lying if I said I’m moving on, I’d be lying if I said I’m staying strong, I’d be lying if I said I sleep at night, Still replaying every fight. I’d be lying if I said I’m not still falling headfirst back into you, Back into you.
