[Verse 1] Empty orange bottle on my nightstand Same three texts I’ll never send Crushed-up plans in the back of my jaw I don’t feel hurt, I don’t feel at all Scrolling my life till the sun comes up Blue light burnin’ every tear I duck Mom keeps callin’, I let it ring Too far gone to explain this thing [Chorus] X on my tongue, I’m gone again Numb my nerves, erase my name Sinking slow in a sugar coat rain If I don’t feel it, does it still count as pain? (yeah) X on my tongue, I’m slippin’ out frame Tell my friends I’m fine, I’m great But every little pill writes over my brain If I don’t feel it, does it still count as pain? [Verse 2] Backseat naps in a stranger’s car Tryna outrun every passing star Therapist says I should cut it back I just laugh, take two, relax Got a whole crew lost in the same small town Eyes half-open, hearts shut down We trade sad stories like they’re tattoos Promise we’ll change, but we never do (never do) [Chorus] X on my tongue, I’m gone again Numb my nerves, erase my name Sinking slow in a sugar coat rain If I don’t feel it, does it still count as pain? (oh) X on my tongue, I’m slippin’ out frame Tell my friends I’m fine, I’m great But every little pill writes over my brain If I don’t feel it, does it still count as pain?