[Verse 1] I want to wash this felt up Off of my dirty life Listen, dirty, I was hurting With my dirty died Fucked up how them folks hit My lil dirty about thirty times Now I’m sliding, doped up With my dirty nine [Pre-Chorus] No hands shaky, eyes low I been on that edge too long Pain talk, hate walk But I keep moving on but the pain in my chest Still ringing when the night get loud I been buried in that mess Still I’m standing somehow [Chorus] Wash this felt up Wash this dirty life Wash this felt up scrub me clean tonight Wash this felt up I been stained too deep Wash this felt up Still I won’t sleep [Verse 2] Old scars under my sleeve New ones in my mind Cold air on my face But my blood still fights Every step got weight Every room got ghosts I was lost in the smoke Now I’m choking on the smoke [Pre-Chorus] Hands shaky, eyes low I been on that edge too long Pain talk, hate walk But I keep moving on What they left in my chest Still ringing when the night get loud I been buried in that mess Still I’m standing somehow [Chorus] Wash this felt up Wash this dirty life Wash this felt up Cut me clean tonight Wash this felt up I been stained too deep Wash this felt up Still I won’t sleep [Bridge] If I fall, don’t ask why You can read it in my face I been learning how to live With the damage and the shame One cold dawn, one last breath Then I might come up Till then I’m under it Trying to rise above [Final Chorus] Wash this felt up Wash this dirty life Wash this felt up Cut me clean tonight Wash this felt up I been stained too deep Wash this felt up Still I won’t sleep
