Pillow

You don't have to be there Just close your eyes They take me to the bed As long as I lie I'll say you're not there So you can rest Your hands are weak and you can't make a fist anymore They'll have you running With a gun in your hand They'll have the men grab you for perverted plans They drug us with something And then over and over again We're captive Like a game they send us out But I'm here When they deploy us away My memory might not be like yours Because people do different things around a pillow Terrible things But they can be great things if you let me in Terrible things But we can lay in the bed at the end Close your eyes and drift with me Terrible things can end When you let a pillow in They say you don't have to be here Open your mind The fake father says they did too much I think he's right I hope that he gets flashes like mine People think that when you lay there nothing goes on in their mind But I'm frozen in timescapes of everything we've seen Laying in one place trying to dream Like a game they send us out But I'm here When they deploy us away My memory might not be like yours Because people do different things around a pillow Terrible things But they can be great things if you let me in Terrible things But we can lay in the bed at the end Close your eyes and drift with me Terrible things can end When you let a pillow in I age from every place, infant to teen This is how many times they did this to me You can escape when you dream Because people do different things around a pillow And if I close my eyes, off we go I'll carry what the others don't need to know Because people do different things around a pillow