I Can't Even Get A Goodnight

I’m sitting here writing love songs But who knows where you are While I’m pouring out feelings You won’t even listen to my song You call me baby You call me darling But I don’t feel like I matter Alone again Evaluating my heart When you’re alone in bed An I the one that’s in your head Is my love for you so wrong Why went you even listen to my song From the heart I reveal my soul to you Sharing feelings of love Am I even a memory to you Go ahead and call me baby Go ahead and call me love Why do I still feel alone I can’t even get a goodnight Do I hold worth to anyone Why must I always be alone When it comes undone Like it always does Now I’m sitting in this bar Pouring drink after drink Hopefully I can’t remember I need a mind eraser From the heart I reveal my soul to you Sharing feelings of love Am I even a memory to you Go ahead and call me baby Go ahead and call me love Why do I still feel alone I can’t even get a goodnight Will you see this Will you see me Or am I a stranger That no one Will Miss Break my heart Crush my soul I don’t want to be strong I want to just stay on the floor An empty bottle of pills Another empty bottle of booze My thoughts creep in I’m remembering every sin The song to witch we danced Did it mean anything When u reached my hand for yours Why did it only find your phone I’ve loved you forever While you’ve loved me never If I’m to be alone My heart shall forever be stone From the heart I reveal my soul to you Sharing feelings of love Am I even a memory to you Go ahead and call me baby Go ahead and call me love Why do I still feel alone I can’t even get a goodnight Nothing left No one to call I miss you most While you miss me not