truth v lies

i i i i i i i i i i i i e i e i o o o o o o handyman in the kitchen fixing moms plumbing another stranger in an out my home they all blur together in the end again and again wont there ever be a change until the day i told the truth vow of silence i had to break now mom and dads splitting up and i get two birthdays huzzah! telling a little lie to keep the feelings intact maybe isn't such a bad thing from infancy to loon-ah-see we build a foundation of trust and it gets supported by fiction a story we all tell ourselves just to get through another day its a never ending cycle this history shall repeat itself TILL THE DAY I DIE...!!!... i i i i i i i i i i i i e i e i o o o o o o the managerial class says to keep it hushed since its better for everyone involved but i tattled and got their job thats the truth working at its finest why no mister officer i did not commit that crime its up to you to prove even if i lie im not telling you innocent till proven otherwise a constitutional right at least i think thats where its written down..... hey google get me a lawyer..... its all up a tree burning down like a ray magnified through a glass all the ants are on fire and their in my pants cant stop lying except when i am truths benefactor thats just the way it goes no quid pro quo banners and streamers praising the words until im a banner and a streamer then everything is PG its nothing we can stop nothing we can change we just got to show them the belly and lie through our teeth.... from infancy to loon-ah-see we build a foundation of trust and it gets supported by fiction a story we all tell ourselves just to get through another day its a never ending cycle this history shall repeat itself TILL THE DAY I DIE...!!!...