[Intro] [Bridge] Now knowing, what I know... When ever I hear... Suno or another man... Singing or spit'n my songs... [Chorus x2] It's not about the feel-feels! I could give a fuck less! (Bang-Bang!) Not about the what if's or could of's! Of what I could have been! (Brr-Brr! x3) & It's definitely not about the money! Cuz if it was... (Release the nukes!) Then U can all just die now! [V1] It doesn't matter how many times I was broke, stuck, stranded & fuct I always picked myself back up Never needed any 1, in my corner If I always Knew it'd only be the coroner Pick'n me up, like look'n down Upon myself from high up above Say'n so what about all this shit below us?! [Refrain] [V2] When I look back, it's at the behest Of a hammers click-clack So-so what it's jam'd on me more than All the times I thought it was the end When it was really building me For sum thing entirely different & difficult doesn't even begin Describing or explaining How & what it's take'n 2 create & recreate the man B-4 U So now all I think about as I Spin the chamber of my 38 I'm reminded, this will never be my place! [Refrain] [V3] U know, when I was young All I cared about Was if I'd die by the gun Since I was forced 2 live by 1 We often like 2 believe sum how This shit show was meant 4 us But was it really, if I con't even Get even 4 this even shittier life That I've been living Still no matter what rock bottom Had me just wish'n I wasn't ever A part of this & just what in the actual fuck Is this shit, That we call life Cuz it just seems like No 1's been 2 this side of the tracks Where I've left all my coldest of Nights, tracks & pleas 4 the rest of the Universe 2-C me Cuz the rest of the world Just doesn't know me Like I thought it did! [Bridge] [Chorus] [Refrain-End]