[INTRO - LOW PIANO] (FEMALE - SOFT) You still think being good means bleeding quietly? (MALE ) That is what they taught me. (FEMALE) And look what it did to you. (MALE) What did it do… (FEMALE - LAYER) I think you already know… (MALE - DARK) Keep counting. Maybe I’ll disappear before the answer does. [PRE-VERSE - HAUNTED BUILD] (MALE) She smiled through damage nobody saw. Gave too much. Asked for nothing. Called it love when it was survival. (FEMALE) Just like you… (MALE) Yeah. Just like me. She kept forgiving people Who never even noticed the cost. She kept standing there With both hands empty Trying to save a world That kept taking pieces off. [VERSE 1 - DARK RAP / INDUSTRIAL GROOVE] (MALE) How much of me is still mine? How much of this pain did I invite? I kept calling it patience When I should’ve called it fear. I let people walk in With bad intentions and even worse excuses. Every time they left, I blamed the door for opening. I need something in my head to snap back right again. Need a reason to wake up and not feel wrong for breathing. I have derailed so many times That the wreckage started feeling like home. (FEMALE - INNER VOICE) You knew. You knew. (MALE) No. I hoped. There’s a difference. They always act sweet at first, Soft words, pretty lies, Hands behind their backs. I saw the poison in their eyes But I wanted the sugar to be real. Now my chest feels crowded. Past keeps showing up when I’m drunk, Kicking in the walls, Dragging old chains through my mind. Inside I’m tired, Mad, Shut down, Hard to reach. Outside I look calm enough For people to leave me alone. [PRE-CHORUS - RISING GUITARS] (MALE - BUILDING) I tried to be harmless. I tried to be kind. I tried to take every hit I tried to carry it around like a trophy that I found. (FEMALE) And did it save you? (MALE) No. (FEMALE) Did it save them? (MALE) No. (MALE - GROWL) Then what did it make you? [CHORUS] Todos são monstros Até quem diz ser humano Só esperam seu tombo Esse é o mau do ser-humano No fim todos somos monstros É o que eu sinto Sem medo de dizer Me dá medo sentir Foi meu pecado E se eu for tentado eu caio, sozinho eu sou fraco Orando eu te peço Tira do poço, abraça e não solta meu eu inocente [VERSE 2 - HEAVIER / HALF-SUNG, HALF-RAPPED] (MALE) Roses look holy even When the roots drink pain. A garden can still look beautiful, With something rotting underneath. I learned chaos young. It did not scream. It did not warn me. It sat beside me And spoke to me like someone I could trust. Your heaven had a locked door. Your comfort had a knife tucked away. Your mercy came with blame. Your love had conditions for every part of me! (FEMALE - SHADOW VOCAL) Are you hungry yet? (MALE) I hate that I am. (FEMALE) Say it. (MALE) I’m hungry for the part of me That never came back. I’m hungry for sleep without memory. I’m hungry for a life Where being good doesn’t mean being easy to break. [BREAKDOWN - LOW GROWL] (MALE) I keep asking myself What am I supposed to do With all these scars. Frame them? Hide them? Thank them? No. (MALE - SCREAM) I LIVE WITH THEM. [VERSE 3 - AGGRESSIVE FLOW] (MALE) I walked into the dark Because I was tired of being betrayed by the light. At least the dark was honest. At least it never promised peace. What is the point of surviving If every lesson makes you colder? What is the point of a heart If the world only respects it after it hardens? I hurt people trying not to. I hurt myself trying to stop. I carried guilt that did not belong to me Until my hands forgot how to let go. (FEMALE - CRUEL) You blame yourself because it’s easier Than admitting they knew what they were doing. (MALE) Shut up. (FEMALE) You were Naïve. (MALE) I was young. (FEMALE) You were useful. (MALE) I WAS HUMAN. [BRIDGE- FEMALE ECHO] (FEMALE) You would rather bleed Than become the blade. (MALE) I do not want to be this. (FEMALE) But you are afraid The monster was not born from pain. (MALE) Stop. (FEMALE) You were afraid It was always waiting. (MALE) Maybe it was. [BUILD - DRUMS RETURN / GUITARS RISE] (MALE) If the world is rotten, Tell me where are the innocent supposed to go? If kindness is weakness, Why did it take everything I had to stay gentle? I am not pure. I am not lost. I am not saved. I am still here. (MALE) Hold me down when I start slipping. Hold me close when I go numb. Hold the child I buried under all this anger. Do not let him think he was wrong for loving anyone. (FEMALE - SOFT) Hold on. (MALE) I’m trying. (FEMALE) Hold on. (MALE - SCREAM) I’M TRYING. [CHORUS] Todos são monstros Até quem diz ser humano Só esperam seu tombo Esse é o mau do ser-humano No fim todos somos monstros É o que eu sinto Sem medo de dizer Me dá medo sentir Foi meu pecado E se eu for tentado eu caio, sozinho eu sou fraco Orando eu te peço Tira do poço, abraça e não solta meu eu inocente [OUTRO] (MALE) One thousand minus me… (FEMALE) How much of you is left? (MALE) Enough
